Like seriously the signs were so clear.
1. ANC Headphones lost of my day including to sleep (with meds I don't need them)
2. Tapo lights I can control.
3. I don't use perfum, made Miguel quit tobacco
4. I can't stand that kind of fabric
5. Can't wear tight clothing at all, but that's also hidradenitis so...
6. I don't go out when the nearby stadium has a match to avoid them.
7. I don't even know what "weak feelings" are.
8. Give me excess info and I shut down.
9. Who's not allergic to frustration?
10. I already explained this. Do not touch my belly ever.
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Like, yes, yes, yes
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Yes, yes, yea, yes
Definitely he's to the temperature thing.
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Next big word I discovered I have
Inability to identify quickly how I feel. Nope. Too much mental noise. Half the day I can't at all. Hence my face going robotic and expressionless.
When has this not been there: Elvanse. With Elvanse I can identify how I feel instantly.
It only happens identifying mine not with other people. It's quite simple actually, when head goes noisy and out of control every thread carries its own set of emotion, imagine identifying how do I feel with all that in the background. It's just not possible. So I stop checking, assume nothing and go cold as iron.
Usually figure it out when I speak
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I definitely work, think and express myself an order of magnitude better using asynchronous communication. I'm aware. That's why every Friday I wrote a report for Survation, we then on Monday discussed it, the CEO and I.
Normally he used it too with shareholders in mind.
I should bet back to this.
The ways I work the most comfortable had a lot more to do with autism than with ADHD. I do not require novelty, I require routine. In fact I hate novelty at work and prefer structure and continuous building up and progressing over a solid foundation.
When people keep moving that foundation or the thing I should be focusing on, work becomes a nightmare and start to burn out.
@maikel @actuallyadhd autism's strength lies in refinement.
as an #AuDHD I like my novelty in art and learning and social media, and my routine/refinement in everything else.
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